waving not drowning

When I read this poem it really brought up bad memories, about my friends and my childhood. I used to have this really good friend that would always tell me we were best friends and we are always going to be best friends. But once I got to know him he ended up as one of the worst friends I had in middle school. He would always be talking to the girl that I liked and telling her that I was a horrible and saying bad thing about her and telling her I hated her and other deceitful things. As I learned what he was saying because the girl he was saying this too just happened to end up being my girlfriend told me everything. As time went on I would no longer sit with him talk to him or even be around him period. The worst was when he dropped to the lowest of the lows and started talking behind my back about me making rumors and I went up to him and confronted him and we have not been the same around him ever again and probably wont because I don’t think that I can forgive him just yet. If I tried to talk to him about this he would say he was a stupid kid and he didn’t know what he was saying or doing but I know that is just a cover up. I am going to forgive him but yes it will be hard.